God damnit.
I'm sick of this. I'm sick of people hating me for me. I'm sick of people calling me rude because I'm shy.
And I am sick and tired of being restricted from my boyfriend.
I'm so sick of it!
I didn't do anything to deserve this!
Nothing!
I was protecting my sister! If that's a crime, i'd burn in hell for all of eternity!
Family comes first, damnit! And if you truly care for someone, you should understand that somethings are supposed to be done, even if it's not what you want.
Carolin, i'm sorry that you can't talk to spring. Okay? I'm sorry, but damnit, I don't want her waking up in the middle of the night screaming! She asked me to open the damn thing and read it! she asked me to! And I have never, EVER, done anything to deserve your hatred of me. Never. I'm sorry your gradson killed himself, but I had nothing to do with it. no one did. It was his choice, okay? He chose to take his life. No one pressured him into it. And you're not the only one who was affected, okay? Spring is having nightscares from it.
Stop being a selfish b***h.
Damnit, I want to run away. I wanna go so far away from everyone. Just leave everything here, behind, in the past. Be gone from everyone, everything. leave all this ******** drama, leave all these memories. I'm choking on it. I can't handle so many people hating me, and I will not be blamed for someone's suicide. I wil not.
God, I can't graduate soon enough. I want out, gone. I'm drowning. i can't take two more years of this s**t. It's going to kill me.
here's for me trying to be ******** mature about the fact that I can't handle so much hate directed at me.
Sassy Stormy Sky Community Member 
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