you know
i don't want to do this anymore.
I'm so sick of the drama.
God damnit.
All i wanted
Was a normal boyfriend.
I have one.
So why does this world
have to do everything in it's power
To keep us apart?
I think I love him.
If i didn't
why would I put up with all this s**t we go through?
Why would he be all I think about?
He claims to love me.
why can't the world just let it alone?
we love each other
As much as teenagers can.
Is it so wrong?
why does everyone treat it
like it's something that will fade?
why does no one get
That all I want
is that one simple day a week
where I have all his attention?
Where it's just us?
No one else.
why can't I have this one thing?
why?
I have no one I trust completely,
Therein I have no one.
except him.
He's all i have that's stable in my life.
So why must I be restricted?
God damnit
I'm so sick of this.
I'm so sick
Of seeing all the other girl
Have their boyfriends on a daily basis
Who they cheat on
and vice versa.
I'm so sick
Of seeing these teenagers
Act like their relationships
Are nothing.
And adults,
They treat teenage relationships the same way.
I'm sick of it.
Hasn't anyone heard
Of highschool sweethearts?
Maybe that what West and I are?
Damnit,
i think i love him.
Can't we let me have this one thing?
That's all i'm asking.
All I've wanted
All my life
Is for someone to love me
Regardless of everything.
I have him.
I finally have
The one thing I've always longed for.
The thing I used to cry to sleep over
When I thought no one could ever love me.
Please,
God,
if there is one.
hear me.
All I want
Is to be with him.
please,
Don't take him away from me.
Don't let this happen.
I love him.
I truly
truly love him.
Please,
I finally trust love again.
Don't let it be for nothing.
Please.
Sassy Stormy Sky Community Member 
|
|
