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My tummy hurts, I don't think I should have eaten an omlette and mash potatos for dinner. Oh well, I still can't eat like a burger because my braces are still hurty and not secure. ********. sad

My mother and I had another fight-thing. I wish that we could go one day without having one. I used to never fight with her at all.

I don't like how things are going now. I'm all confused and stressed and really all I want to do is spend all my time in the Drama Studio with Rachel, Petra, Rebecca, Paul, Allie, Jillian, and the others. I always feel so much better after I'm with them but then I get home and feel like s**t again so I call Marta.

I've always needed a good friend like Marta. She is crazy-wonderful and really funny and I can talk to her about stuff. There are like 5 people who I could talk too no matter what (some of them I haven't talked too in a bit, which makes me sad). Rachel, Sophia, Victoria, Barry, and Claire. Now Marta is getting onto that list and Allie too. Allie is a major sweetheart, she is so loving. I'm her darling.

How come I love my junior friends so much? Rebecca, Allie, and Paul honestly mean the world to me. I'd never smile again if I ever lost any of them. My friends are what keeps me functioning and sometimes it feels like I'm slowing down and will soon be breaking. </3

To everyone who's ever dealt with depressy Clare and have helped: Thank you. I love you all.

I'll shut up now.

Loveyew.

Clare.