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I love you John...In memory to you

Dear John,
I'm sorry no one told you they cared, that you were hurt, and it only seemed like their was one way out; suicide. I wish severly that I had known and that I could have helped. If you could have been to your funeral I hope you would have loved it. Tears have come to my eyes every second of every day since I heard of your misfortune. I heard a lot I had no idea you would do. You were so...i dunno the world to describe it, humble, giving, uplifting. You put others before yourself and never complained once or cried out. Infact, that's how we met. I was mad of with my mom and pissed and wanted to cry. You came over in gym and gave me a hug, then told me that everything would be okay. You had no idea who I was but showed love and kindness to a complete stranger. You renewed my trust in poeple. I thank you for that and will miss you forever. I had no idea how bad your life really was and how persicuted you were. I just want you to know that I love you and know you are now looking over me. You showed people that judgement was not cool and never seemed to judge anyone. One trait I shall miss is how you loved everything and everyone. Not good-bye but see you soon.

I know I shall see you soon,
AC
May 23, 1988-April 11, 2007
WHY MUST THE GOOD DIE SO YOUNG? 19! HE WAS 19!