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I sat staring at the wall in front of me as I heard the words "I wish you were never born."
The day started as usual with the sunrise. Hearing alarm clock start to ring I forced myself to sit up instantly shutting the thing. Falling back to, still, warm sheets I closed my eyes. "Time to get up." I said to myself sitting up once more. Beats of music reached my ears as I smirked. Yeah, she was awake. Taking cell phone with myself I lazily I walked up to the door and opened them. From another room her gaze met me. "Ohayo onee-san." She smiled. "Good, now I can listen louder." She said as I walked to my computer to place cell phone to it's place. "Ohayo..." I said yawning. I hate japanise. Why do I have to use those words anyway? It's not like we live near Japan or something. However that became a habbit.
"Big, brother..." She suddenly starts with suggar in her voice. Rolling my eyes I turn to stare at her. "Seto Kaiba..." She adds grinning. "Yes, Mokuba." I answer with a smirk and she laughs. "I need your silver earings." She mews. Frown appears on my face. "Fine." I say leaving the room and entering the bathroom.
Ten minutes left till our old clock will announce that it's 8am. Sister runs off for school and I glare at the clock. After 20 minutes I'll be going myself, but I haven't had breakfast. I sigh and smile.
Walking to the bus stop I call for taxi and it takes me to my work. Hearing the song on the radio the driver and I start to sing along and my mood reaches sky. I smile as I give the money and run off to the office. With song in my mind and smile on my face I greet everyone in office. The owner of the company coments my mood and I tell about how we sang in a taxi. People laugh a bit and we start working.
About after luch I get a call from a friend. She invites to the restaurant to chat and have dinner together since we haven't seen each other for few weeks. I agree and then starts the moment I will never forget.
It was almost 5pm when I ran out of the office to the bus. I was happy about seeing my friend. She's 3 years older than me, but we agree well. After finding each other, hugging for a moment we chat walking to the place she wanted to go. As usual she was starving.
We chatted about random things waiting for her pizza and salat and I just ordered a glass of wine. As her food arrived she dug in and I thought she'd choke. Chucking I looked at the spinning wine.
My glass was almost empty when I heard voice of the girl I knew since... forever. Another friend. I smiled. Kaly, the one who brought me here was still talking about make-up. Hearing male voice I wondered who that was. Taking a pocket mirror I took also some make-up to check out. I grinned seeing my friend with her boyfriend. The chance to tease her just grew up.
They ordered only drinks. She was talking while I watched Kaly toy with her food. We both were silent, as if listening to them. Lifting the glass to my lips I froze. I was staring at the wall as I heard the words "I wish you were never born." He said. Kaly almost choked on her food. I placed my chin on the hands and halfway closed my eyes waiting for the worst. And it happened. I could feel her stand up. Her trembling voice was all I needed to know that she was fighting tears. My eyes closed as she yelled at him and ran away.
"That was cruel..." Kaly whispered. I didn't say anything.
It was already dark when I was going home. My mood was reaching sky for we had awesome evening 'girls away'. I donno what gave Kaly this idea, but she just named this evening so. "Heh... yeah." I smirked to myself, but my smirk soon faded as I heard wimpers and sobs. With all my heart I prayed for them to be a child, so I could take them home. However, it seems life does hate me after all.
I walked to the shadows and stopped. The girl in pink was crying. Gabi... I looked at her for a moment then turned away closing my eyes. Without a sound I left her crying there in the shadows.
She was leaning into the cold brik wall of a five story building, a building I own a flat. A bush, that seemed lifeless all these years, right now was blooming and hid her tiny form with it's branches. Her make-up was ruined, I knew that. I also knew that she couldn't cry at home. It was late, so she wouldn't be able to turn volume up and cry. Music would make her crying die and she would cry as loud as she could. I knew she cursed him, herself and maybe even her parents that gave her birth. I wasn't sure if she decide to live or die. It wasn' my business.
Walking up into the stairwell I climbed the staris to the last floor, to where I lived. Before I ruined the silence with door bell and letting know my sister I was home, I half smiled. Before leaving the restaurant Gabi yelled "I'm sorry I love you!" Ironic, my favorite drama has the same title.
Now, posting this I wonder if I ever hear the same words with same hate, cruelty and disgust. And when that day comes, I will be the one crying my heart out behing the bush and Gabi will be the one to silently leave me alone, to my sorrow and sadness.
 Mollysa · Thu Apr 19, 2007 @ 04:02pm · 1 Comments |
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