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Do i kill the Darkness wich welcomes me in when ever I feel like a demon or a peice of s**t.Darkness which has been with me since the beginning of my time and has held me and loved me when I was lonely.Do I let the light come through and perice the Darkness that every one hates and be the purfect child.Do I let the light wich i fought for killmy haven, Do I let the light wich beats me when I do wrong cut the hand that showed me a life with out the light.In the end Darkness wins over light it snufs it out like the night swallowing the sun.

Darkness is my safe place were I can hide my pain, my hatred, my lust, my everything that is dark. But there is something that stops the Darkness from taking the light in my heart and what ever that something is i want to no less about it for i fear that i learn what it is the light will take over for light and Darkness can not coexist with in the same heart.So do I let the calming darkness swallow me whole or let the shining come throught.