God school sucks. People ignore me, I have no friends that I would consider myself very close to. Well I guess I sort of have close friends, but they all have friends that are closer to them than me. It's like everyone is paired off with a best friend or boyfriend and here I am alone. My boyfriend is in college and my best friend lives far away. I wish she could go to my school. I'd rather have one very close friend at school than a lot of people I talk to every once in a while. I see couples in the hallway and I get so jealous and sad, I miss Eric. He was my one close friend at school last year, and on top of that he was and still is my boyfriend. Now he doesn't go to my school anymore and I'm quite lonely. And oh Lauren I miss you so much too!! If only you went to my school I would once again have my best friend with me all the time! Remember when we used to actually go to school together? What grade was it? Fourth? Was fourth grade the last year I had you all to myself? And now I haven't seen you in years except for a few sleepovers and that one encounter in Walmart. You're like my sister, and I want to see you so badly. I miss you. And Eric, I see you often, not half as much as I used to, and I miss you sooooo badly at school. When will my loneliness at school cease?
Jellybean1049 Community Member 
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