i keep telling myself over and over
"she can have him..i don't want him"
even though i know
i want him more than anything..
at first youu think it`s great
you`re talking to him again,
but then you start talking about
things that happened before
bringing back old memories
& then youu realize how much
you really miss him & then you
get to thinking youu really want him back
but then youu remember he doesn`t need you
like you need him & it hurts
you spend 12 years of your life trying to learn how
to live but everytime you try to live you`re told that
you`re wrong then everyone you`ve grown to love is
taken away and shattered thats what they should
teach us in school . to say goodbye && to let go
isn't it funny how when you want it the most you can't have it?
& when you have it you dont care .. && once you loose it you'd do anything to get it back...
just because her eyes don't tear
doesn't , mean her heart ; ;
doesn't cry . & just because she
comes off strong doesn't mean
there's nothing wrong
we're falling apart;;
its breaking my heart </3;;
not supposed to happen;;
not to us anyway;;
we were perfect together;;
that's how it should've stayed;;
does it hurt when you look at me
and how broken my heart is...
My head is saying “who cares about him”
but my heart is saying “you do.”
Do you ever think about me?
Do you ever cry yourself to sleep?
In the middle of the night when your awake
Are you calling out for me?
I cant believe im acting like this
You know, its crazy
But I can still feel your kiss
Sometimes you gotta smile and walk away,
Hold in your tears and pretend ur okay.
----* wait.. that’s what I do
e v e r y d a y </3
ask me why i keep on loving you..
when it's clear you don't feel the same
the problem is that as much as i can't
force you to love me .. i can't force
myself to stop loving you -- <3
yesterday I tried not to cry
last night I jus wanted to die
this mornin I didn’t no what to do
cause right now
I just wanna be with you.. <3
I actually thought I was
But then by accident out eyes met
And everything came rushing back
The memories, the kisses, and fun times we had
And I just fell all over again
if you look inside a girls heart you’d see how much
she really cries broken hearts and lies. But what
you’ll see the most is how hard it is to stay strong
when nothing is right and everything is wrong
Nobody knows the pain I feel
Sometimes it hard to deal
I’m so hurt inside but it doesn’t show on the outside
My heart is weeping as the pain is creeping down within my soul
My heart will never be whole because of this endeavor
It’s broken forever, beyond repair
With only tears to spare
Will pain always stay?
And never fade away?
You can’t see I’m hurting
You’re too blind to notice my pain
It feels like everyone’s sitting in sunshine
While I’m drowning in the rain
My heart belongs to you
no matter what I try
Every time I try to love sum1 new
it all ...FaLLs ApArT...
cuz they could never COMPARE to you
i was finally getting over you,
believing that we were through
i even found another crush ...
someone other then you - i was
walking with mi head up high
thinkin i wasn`t gunna fall
then you had to go
and smile at me
Look at me, you may think you see
who i really am, but you'll never know me.
Everyday it's as if i play a part. Now i see,
if i wear a mask, i can fool the world, but
i cannot fool my heart.. </3
i want to beleive everything will work out
but in hat deep, dark place in my heart
i know that just not true
I hide a broken heart behind a
Laughing face.. & even though
I said im over you, no one will
ever take your place <3
you brought tears to my eyes tonight
helpless, all i can do is write
the sight of him kills me inside
holding back my tears, ill be alright
im going crazy & i don't know what to do
i've triied everything and i just can't get ;;
over you and after all this i realized it `'
can't be done . because deep inside my
heart your the only one - - i love you <3
a break up is like a broken mirror..
it is better to leave it broken
than hurt urself trying to fix it back together
I just hope to sleep
and never awaken
anything left in this world
could replace what you have taken....
I hide a broken heart behind
laughing face and even though
I said I’m over you no one will
ever take your place
I'm gonna smile like nothing's wrong,
talk like everything's perfect,
act like it's just a dream,
and pretend it's not hurting me.
I’ve been hurt too many times before and now It’s like I’m so scared to get attached again because I have this fear that every person I fall for is gonna break my heart.
Should I Smile Because You're My Friend Or Cry Because Thats All We'll Ever Be?
A Million Words Would Not Bring You Back,
I Know Because I've Tried.
Neither Would A Million Tears,
I Know Because I've Cried.
Forget The Times You Walked By
Forget The Times You've Made Me Cry,
Forget The Time You Held My Hand,
Forget The Sweet Things If I Can,
I Can No Longer Pretend,
I Have To Remember Now That You're Just A Friend
When I Look At You My Heart Skips A Beat But Later That Beat Could Mean A Lifetime Of Tears Wasted On Something I Knew I Could Never Have
How Can You Be Friends With Someone If Everytime You Look At Them It Makes You Want Them Even More?"
My Heart Was Taken By You, Broken By You And Now Is In Pieces Because Of You
As Part Of You Has Grown In Me, Together Forever Shall We Be, Never Apart Maybe In Distance But Not In Heart
Its hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone if your heart still does.
Even when I pour my heart out to you, I'm not sure it shows, that I love you more than you'll ever know.
Sometimes it's hard to love someone because you're so afraid of losing them
I know in reality we can't be together, so I just close my eyes and you're right here with me... in my dreams you're mine forever.
I was reborn when you first kissed me. Part of me died when you left me. But now I still live, waiting for the day you return to me.
You are always there for me and so you give me the courage to stand alone.
The hardest part of dreaming about someone you love is having to wake up.
There is one pain I often feel which you will never know because it is caused by the absence of you.
Of all the words of tongue or pen, the saddest are those...it might have been.
Who do you turn to when the only person who can stop you from crying is the one who is making you cry?
I understand that with loves comes pain, but why did i have to love so much?
The part that hurts me the most, is knowing that I once had you and then lost you...
The worst feeling in the world is giving all the love you have and knowing it will never be returned.
Its hard to pretend you love someone when you don't but its harder to pretend that you don't love someone when you really do.
How do you heal a broken heart? I have no idea where to start because everything I do reminds me of you.
