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No one can see how shitty i feel
no one should trust filth
no one should trust discrace
no one should trust my smile
no one should trust my happieness
cause all this is me this is the truth
I'm the worst fiancee in the world i could scream to the mountain tops and no one will listen cause im a no good ******** liar who can't seem to get anything right this is not a ******** pitty me bullshit cause all im saying is the truth im an a*****e , ******** face piece of s**t who can't stand the fact that i am a ******** LOSER i have been and always will no one try to say any different because then you will be lieing i am telling the truth.((((((((sorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorry sorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorrysorry)))))))))) THE PEOPLE I HURT WITH MY LIES IM SORRY I CAN'T DO THIS OR THAT I LOVE HER I DON"T WANT TO LOSE HER I COULDNT LIVE WITH MY SELF AND I MEAN THAT LITERALLY I WOULD KILL MYSELF FOR HER TO LIVE and she wouldn't even beleave that if i said it to her face i have never felt this love and im DAMN WELL NOT GOING TO LET HER THE ******** GO NO MATTER WHAT.

Darkness closes in
Hear it calling my name sorry
It wants me
It needs me sorry
I listen a sharp pain
A sad feeling of sorrow
An ubrupbt feeling of hate
Played like a game sorry
But only to lose in the end
Well sorry my friend
But this is not a game
Its a thing called life
And Cember is mine

this is my first try at this kind of poem

for this i give
one last try
to see exactly
if i can fly
above the trees
below the clouds
feel the breeze
and love the heart
cause i want to show
that i can succeed
for the one i love

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and a thousand times more IM SORRY AND I LOVE YOU