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LaLaTaDaSpiNSugER's JOuRNaL New School.....


LaLaTaDaSpiNSugER
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MY DREAM LAST NIGHT 9/8/09
My Dream (Sept 8th 2009)

From what I can remember my dream started with me and kristen my cousin standing on the side of the road down from a hallow.. The hollow was lined with homes like Dudley creek (Where me and Rankin lived when I left him) In my dream we were kicked out of that complex and I had left Rankin...A homeless man walked up to me and asked me if their was a place around their to live I pointed him in the complexes direction..soon after he left I saw rankin comeing down the Road towards us..Me and kristen fled where we came to a bridge that was condemed it was broken in half the bridge was a short way of getting to the motel I was trying to get to..I had to walk around and up a hill to get to the motel..When we reached the top a deer emerged from the woods I emediately began to run into the motels intracate system of hallways I turned around and the deer had trnsformed into a women she told me if I contiued to run she would "Kick me"As I was running I contiued to run into dead ends finally I came to a room the walls were lined with lace and A white ficture on the wall I pulled it down and the oom switched (Like scooby doo) and I looked trough the wall and saw her shadow but she could not find me....Then I woke up..






Lived with Rankin In a apartment like Dudley creek in a hallow..Was banished from property pointed a homeless man in that direction... Feeling Stressed and Represant..

To dream that you are exiled, suggests that you are feeling alienated or alone in a new environment

Homeless man...

To dream that you are a vagrant, denotes that you are trying to escape from the confines of social expectations. It may also indicate your current condition of poverty and misery.
To speak and give to a vagrant, symbolizes your generosity and are surrounded by valuable friends


Tryed to cross a bridge to escape Rankin But it was broken into peices..over all feeling Fear....


To dream that you are crossing a bridge, signifies an important decision or a critical junction in your life. This decision will prove to be a positive change filled with prosperity and wealth in the horizon. Bridges represent a transitional period in your life where you will be moving on to a new stage. If the bridge is over water, then it suggests that your transition will be an emotional one. If you fall off the bridge and into the water, then the dream indicates that you are letting your emotions hold you back and prevent you from moving forward. Alternatively, the bridge may indicate that you are trying to "bridge" or connect two things together.

To dream of a run-down bridge, indicates that you should not contemplate any major changes in your life at this time.
To see a bridge collapse in your dream, denotes that you have let a great opportunity pass you by.

Walked up a huge hill to get to a motel...Determined

To dream that you are hiking, represents progress and achievement. With perseverance and strong-will, you will make it far in life.

To dream that you are climbing a hill, signifies your struggles in achieving a goal. To dream that you are standing on top of a hill, signifies that you have succeeded in your endeavors or that you have now have the resources to complete a task at hand



Deer following me turns into a Girl..overall feeling Threatning...

To see a deer in your dream, symbolizes grace, gentleness, and natural beauty. It has feminine qualities and may point to the feminine aspect within yourself. It also represents independence and virility. Consider the symbol to be a pun for someone who is "dear" to you.
If the deer is black, then it means that you are not acknowledging or are rejected the feminine qualities in you. You may not be in tune with your feminine side.
To dream that you kill a dear, suggests that you are trying to suppress those feminine qualities.....

Animals

To see animals in your dream, represents your own physical characteristic, primitive desires, and sexual nature, depending on the qualities of the particular animal. Animals symbolizes the untamed and uncivilized aspects of yourself. Thus, to dream that you are fighting with an animal signifies a hidden part of yourself that you are trying to reject and push back into your subconscious. Refer to the specific animal in your dream.
To dream that animals can talk, represents superior knowledge. Its message is often some form of wisdom. Alternatively, a talking animal denotes your potential to be all that you can be.
To dream that you are saving the life of an animal, suggests that you are successfully acknowledging certain emotions and characteristics represented by the animal. The dream may also stem from feelings of inadequacy or being overwhelmed. If you are setting an animal free, then it indicates an expression and release of your own primal desires.
To see lab animals in your dream, suggests that an aspect of yourself is being repressed. You feel that you are not able to fully express your desires and emotions. Alternatively, it suggests that you need to experiment with your fears, choices, and beliefs. Try not to limit yourself

Being Chased

To dream that you are being chased, signifies that you are avoiding a situation that you do not think is conquerable. It is often a metaphor for some form of insecurity. In particular, to dream that you are chased by an animal, represents your own unexpressed and unacknowledged anger which is being projected onto that animal. Alternatively, you may be running away from a primal urge or fear.
To dream that you are chasing someone, signifies that you are attempting to overcome a difficult goal or task. You may also be expressing some aggressive feelings toward others.



Hidden room I used to escape dear...Suprised and Relived Safe...

To dream that you are hiding, suggests that you are keeping some secret or withholding some information. You may not be facing up to a situation or not want to deal with some issue. However, you may be getting ready to reveal something and confess before somebody finds out. In particular, to dream that you are hiding from some authority figure (police, parent, teacher...), implies feelings of guilt.
To dream that someone is hiding, indicates that you are looking for a sense of security and protection.

At a motel with many rooms... Hidden room...

To dream that you are in a room, represents a particular aspect of yourself or a particular relationship. Dreams about various rooms often relate to hidden areas of the conscious mind and different aspects of your personality. To dream that you find or discover new rooms, suggests that you are developing new strengths and taking on new roles. You may be growing emotionally. Consider what you find in the discovered room.
To see an appealing comfortable room in your dream, signifies opulence and satisfaction in life.
To see a dark, eerie or confining room, denotes that that you feel trapped or repressed in a situation...




Summary...

I think this dream actually summerizes all the emotions I have felt since I started Falling out of love with Rankin...Being kicked out of The Motel represented my Allianation I felt when we were together.. Being homless Represented Our poverty and Misery..Helping the Homeless man Represented the good friends I made who Helped me relize this unhappiness I felt Like Bob And Frank.. when I Lived with Bob certain things were expected of a girl and a boy liveing together and maybe thats why I went Back to rankin thus the social expectations....Running away and finding the bridge that was broken in half represented my Failed attempt to leave Rankin..Walking up the hill represented My want to overcome the bad relationship and Leave him My struggles of acheiveing a goal.. Reaching the top of the hill represented me Acomplishing that goal and leaveing him and now because all the things iv been through I have the Means to complete the task at hand.. hikeing means I will go far in life so maybe that means I will go to collage or start on the path to become what I want to in life...The Deer Emergeing from the woods Represents femaninity and fertility The fact it turned into a women varifyed this..When I ran from her she began to Chase me representing me suppressing these qualitys it may represent the situation where I thought I was pregnant by rankin and Thus I began to think of Marriage and children and when I left him I began to worrie I would never find the rite man to be with..The animal/Woman spoke when I began to run she said "If you don't stop running im going to kick you" When a animal speaks in a dream it imparts wisdom even though it is not the most intelegent remark A dears kick can be deadly Maybe that means if I suppress that part of me and refuse to see new people when im ready it will be a huge mistake..Being chased by an animal also Represents Suppressed or unknown Anger most likely caused by rankin and all the things I allowed him to do to me.. maybe if I don't face that anger I could project it on the perfect man for me thus ruining my relationship in the future..I was also running through a motel all of the different rooms could be the hidden areas of the conscious mind and different aspects of my personality. Reaching the dead ends could be the supressed Parts of my consciencouse mind I have supressed many things That rankin has done to me..When I found the hidden room that could have been my mind expanding developing new strengths and taking on new roles a new part of my subconciouse.. The room I was hideing in was beautiful maybe that is the room that will lead me to satifaction and inner happiness??

All in all I think it means its time to move on from the past and stop sitting on my parents couch sulking in my own self pity..And now is the time to do it becuase I have the means and the journey I have been on was not in vain it gave me those means...




 
 
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