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stranger
gone in a blink of an eye
you seep into my mind
and seep out just as quick as you came
but now i'm alone in the game
you left me stranded here
what left can i say
you where just a stranger anyway
but i need you
i need you more then
the words that settle on my tong
more then the voices that seep into my head
i need you more then day and night
my art work now is nothing but
BLACK AND WHITE
but still your out of sight

stranger
where have you gone
what did i do or say
that made this go wrong

stranger
just tell me your still there
speek one word is all i care
cause with out you
i'm kinda scared

stranger
youve helped me so many times
you must be sick of me
and all my rhymes
but stranger
now i'll speek to you so clear
and all i want to say
is i need you hear
even if your not MY stranger
even if your not my friend
i just need to know you hear me
that i'm not all alone out here again

stranger
i know whats in your heart
not me
and thats just the strat
but stranger
if i tell you the truth
if i tell you i'd die for you
what would you do
i'm not saying id die to HAVE you
but id die to save you from danger
id do it cause i see the better in you
with out you what would the world do
what would I do

but this is just it
what i do now with out you
i write you
write ABOUT you
with no response on the other side
but if you read this
read me like you used to
read me like theres nothing new
read me like i'm your stranger too!

i dreamt of you tonight
with a purity of my heart
that sang out
like wind whistling through wind chimes
the tinkling noes that makes you forget
and just fall into nothingness
the sound that makes you want to lay back
in the grass
and dream about the things
you love and long for most
dreams like the one i have now
a dream i well never forget
i lay here
hoping your dreaming my dream too
that your seeing and feeling
all that i feel
cause to me
its so REAL
its as if you where here next to me
instead of millions of miles away
i struggle to keep my eyes closed
as day brakes
and sunlight rays beam through my window
i don't want to wake up
not yet
not when i can hold you and feel you
in this dream
i fear that if i wake
i wont be dreaming of you like this next time
that next time you'll be just like the other dreams
just out of my reach
but not this time
this time your hear in my arms
and I'm holding you so close
I'm feeling you warmth
and looking into the sweet eyes i remember
I'm touching you
and kissing your sweet lips
they feel so soft and full
you move to my cheek
and down my jaw to my neck
where you bit me so sweetly
your teeth, so sharp they purse my skin
but I'm not scared of the pain
or the blood that you drain from me
all i want is this
this moment of pure EVERYTHING!
and never have to wake up
to you not being here
but just like everything
with one last breathe they end
just like me in this dream
as you taste my blood
as it seeps from me
and every moment that passes
i fall farther and farther from you
dieing
until the last breath i breathe
and you have sucked dry
what you've so longed to drink
not till death reaches me
and to late to take back what you've done
do you see ME
not for the blood you longed to have
but the girl that longed to be seen
to be loved
by you and your everything
only then do you see ME
not your sweet serenity
but RaZaya!
the girl you once dreamed of
but never knew
now you shall see
for you I'd do ANYTHING!
only to serve you
even if dieing is what i shall do
you are my love
you are my sweet sweet Rayne!