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Well lets use this a some sort of diary lol this maybe my first and last entry
i need to get things out of my mind and since i know not alot of people will read this i dont really care lol

all this week i been at the vets hoping my dog is fine and praying that he can pass the surgery and be with me another year or more, see my doggy has had 2 heart attacks between this month and last and is so frustrating to go to sleep and think next moring you wont be able to see him there waiting for you to feed him and wag his tail each time you walk threw that door,,,other things that been bothering me are things like not going to school because i messed up by not signing up for that free money call the .FAFSA ...then have 2 face friends that only care about their personal gain and not helping me at all, the alst 3days i've have been ider depress or pissed off due to the fact that I'm always there for my friends and when i need their support i seem to never find them...but i guess they are all busy with schooling and gf/bfs i dont blame them shiznats happen i cant always rely on people to be there for me
well this concludes my entry to wat has happen to me in the past 5days or so, my dog get out of the vets this saturday morning, if you guys who read this can keep him in your prayers his name is Lobo and he is a German Shaper thanks ill post something next week .. neutral