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skewl is back on..... sigh... anywayz plz read my journals! PM me to! Im new and dont really know my way around! sweatdrop

in case u didnt catch the intro.... this is not ur happy happy joy joy journal. this is just some of my thoughts posted on here. if you feel like u object with some things i say... feel free to tell me! stressed

i feel like my head is spinning. I want to go away for life.... but why do things i have no idea about.... haunt me? Visions and dreams mingle in my head whether i sleep or not.... time is of essence.. i feel things have changed. Something touches me but i cant figure out what it is.... i cant breath... i am perhaps insane. I cannot begin to comprehend what i have seen in those dreams. I never know the people or places. It is like the visions are not my own but someone elses. Can this be possible?

every day im happy on the outside.....
covering up pain..
everyday day i look at him....
i think i must be insane.
I wish my parents were open for comments..
but they are absolutly no help....

They think they know best about him....
the only one who really knows me....
The one that knows my pains...
weaknesses....
strengths....
i have a love for him.....
crazy indeed.....
but he loves me back...
he is always there.