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Ever just been messed wit so much that it gets to a point where u just wanna punch something or someone Especially
when u Drive everywhere and don't ask for gas money I mean seriously
WTF is it too much to ask for some ******** apreciation??!!When everything u
do is criticized when u yourself don't make comments for the fear of
way may happen even though the comments are made at u. When U've kept everything bottled up inside and are scared when the smallest things make u FURIOUS for no real reason. Also
I'm not one to get mad easy
even
if the ppl don't mean it it still gets to the point of violence. The fact is that
it's gets bad when everyday or every encounter the mocking/poking fun
is a almost constant and it digs at a persons self.
On another note I think i have a song idea now biggrin

We go through life each day and don't take the time to actually think
about wats going on around us. We do not always realize that even the
simplest of words or actions can have the biggest effect on those we
care for and simply the people we encounter on a daily basis. I'm not
saying that everyone is bad or anything like that but just take a min
and appreciate all that's around u and for the friends and family that
u have because u may never know when they or yourself may leave. Just
stop and think about how u act towards others and how they may see u or
how u would see yourself through their eyes and ask yourself "Is this
how i want to be seen" or do u believe that u need to change s few
things about yourself. I am posting this because of the news i recently
received of a former teammate and friends death. If u don't already
know it was Brandon Herron. I personally did not hang out with Brandon
but i did play football with him and even if it was only one year. Even
If its only 1 year or since u started playing a sport losing a teammate
is hard. I found myself shocked to find this out that someone i had
played with, ran with, went through double days with and all the other
hardships and rewards of playing football with is no longer on this
earth to continue in sharing those kind of moments with others. It is
still hard for me to believe that this happened but its a fact of life,
Death, unfortunately, is a natural occurrence and that cant be changed,
but wat can be changed is the way u live and are remembered by.



Just take a look in the mirror and ask yourself "Is this who I want to be, Is this how I want others to see me?"



R.I.P. Brandon Herron

Monroe Hornet
March 19, 1988-February 22, 2009