Okay. I haven't ranted in a long time. But something just happened that I need to rant about. My ******** mother and ******** sister.
Okay. About twenty minutes ago I came in from letting my dog out. I have a bite on my ankle so I turned toward the hall light to look at it. But I hit my forehead on the corner. Hard enough that my mom and sister heard it in the next room. I start to stand up and I'm holding my head, nearly in tears. So my mom comes in. She asks whats wrong. I'm in an immense amount of pain and I'm angry. So I have an attitude when I answer her. But uhm, if she comes in and sees me holding my head after a loud *THUD* doesn't common sense SCREAM at you,"JENA HIT HER HEAD!" So I tell her I hit my head. She asked on what. There are only so many God forsaken things I can hit my head on in a hallway with no furniture and I'm only 5'4''. There's the floor, but I wasn't on the floor. There's the ceiling but I'm not THAT tall. And then there is the logical and very obvious explanation of the ******** WALL! So I tell her the wall. I'm still almost in tears and guess what she does? Guess what she and my sister BOTH do?
THEY ******** LAUGHED AT ME!
Now, if I had stood up and was NOT about to cry, holding my head in pain I'da thought it was friggin' hilarious. But uh, I was in a lot of pain. She's laughing at me. This is my ******** mother. So i tell her to get the ******** away from me and I walk outside where I sat in our backyard and sobbed for like ten minutes. Now, that sounds pathetic. But you gotta understand how I am. If I get hurt, I laugh at myself unless it's REAL pain. I hit my head a lot. Normally I laugh it off like no big deal. Normally it's not. But let me explain why i cried. I now have a dent in my head. THAT is how hard I hit it. And FYI it's STILL throbbing.
So I come back in to see if it's a big lump yet and my mom asks,"Why are you so pissed off?" So I said exactly what I wanted to. "I was near tears, holding my head in pain and you stupid bitches were ******** laughing at me. Hm. I wonder WHY I'm so mad!" So we argued for ten minutes about it being funny. Which it was not. And my sister had the nerve to call me a b***h. MY SISTER! HA!
THAT heartless, self-centered, cold, selfish, irresponsible, high and mighty, snooty b***h! My sister does nothing around the house all God mother ******** day and then when my mom gets off work starts doing chores so that when mom gets home SHE looks like a good little girl. How good is this stupid b***h? She's 21, has a job, a daughter, and a boyfriend but my mom still cleans her room, and Krista can't even afford her own car. She hasn't had her own car since she was seventeen years old, Even then she didn't pay for it.
And this dumb b***h got an offer to record CD's in Nashville but she put it off until she got pregnant then said she couldn't do it while pregnant. After the baby was born she can get FREE COLLEGE. Does she? ******** no. She stays working at pizza shop for $8.00 an hour. Maybe. Yeah. Real smart. And whenever I want to do something and my mom tells her to drop me off or whatever she complains and bitches about it. So, honestly? Who is the b***h? Considering she lives here for free, pays only the cable bill, and never puts gas in the car? And my mom lost her job.
I've been applying to jobs left and right and I also made up a list of things I could sell just for a little extra cash for my mom. I also got free lunch at school to save money. I also started walking most of the way home from school to save gas and I also turn off everything in the house to save money on electricity at night. The only thing I don't turn off is the fan in my room and the one in my mom's room plus a hall light and our alarm clocks.
And the only reason Krista has a job is because she's been at the same place since she was fifteen. Ontop of that her best friend's dad is the one who owns the chain of pizza stores she works at. I can't get a job. Plus that was six years ago. Economy and job outlook has changed IMMENSELY in six years.
So yeah, I ranted all I need and I did get kinda off topic but who cares? It's MY journal. Plus, I got my point across and I got out my emotions.
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