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Okay so here goes....
I try soo hard to show my happiness..to be weird...funny..fun.. but I cant think I can take that much longer. My parents have no money...my dad tries to find a job but can't. My mom does too. We are losing the house and we have2 options.. 1) All live in 1 cramped up room and rent my room and my 2 brothers room or 2) Move to Mexico. Little do my brothers know whats going on. Ones 1 year old and the others 5. My mom tries soo so hard to give us what we want...what every kid wants..eat out..junk food...go to amusement parks but she just can't. My only "true" friend has found another. My sister at heart moved and every day becomes more of a b**** with me. Everyday I see my parents more and more depressed and I don't know what to do. Every guy I seem to really like likes someone else, or likes my "best friend", and all my other guy friends just act weird with me. So thats that. If you read this whole thing..you probably still dont even imagine what I feel everyday.
Livani