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ничего и нигде (Nothing and Nowhere)

Please
Don’t be like me
Every one of my words
Drenched in sin
Dipped in hate
My mind is weak
Mind breaker
I’m numbing down
Until all pain and no emotion

Let’s talk about good things
Find it
Find the good in me
Please
Try and save me at least
I need something

Please
Are the insane the ones who think?
Every word
Was it lies or stupidity?
You could have me
Reject me
Ugly
Rotten to the core

Please
No future
I have no future
I don’t need a future
No future

Nothing and nowhere
I’m dancing in this delusional dream
I’m dancing in the sleep
I’m drowning from long ago
I regret…