wahmbulance To all my friends . I'm sorry that I havent been a real good friend it's all me , I just don't feel good been depresed and this week fighting off some weird infection . I have been withdrawing and not going forword ( thats what a shrink would tell me ) Really I've just been an arsehole for that I am sorry , I am trying but I just fail .
I had a friend in the real world from years ago that I haven't seen for years . he called me to get back to hanging out but I seem to just be ignoring him I keep telling myself that it's because I have no money or job and I don't want people paying for me to go out and have fun f_ck I don't deserve that . maybe I should just curll up and die .
I really need people to just keep calling me out . Because I do care about some people that dose get me out of this hell . wahmbulance
 crowe 69 · Sat Sep 05, 2009 @ 06:15pm · 0 Comments |
