Dear Diary,
It's been so long since I talked to my love, ever since I found out the things he's been keeping from me... I can hardly stand it. I'm living back at home with my parents, who I frequently avoid because they both hate me for who I am, and I feel so utterly lonely here. I wish he would call, write, or just come see me. It hurts so bad knowing that he hasn't even made an effort to come find me, or talk to me. Did he really love me?
Breaks my heart to know that this is the only place I can come back to. I hate this. All of it. Maybe I'll go back to the house to visit him. But truthfully, why should I bother? It's not like Jack didn't warn me about how Rje is and how all he would do is break my poor heart. I'm exhausted. I'm torn. I love him but I don't know if he really loves me back. What do I do? Do I confront him?
With Love,
shinzu
Shinzu Fauks Community Member 
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