But it disappeared with his life
I miss him every day
Yet it always feels like waking up to a dream
Reality still hasn't quite set in
But I don't care
It only keeps the pain from lingering
The empty hole in my heart is filled with his memories
I can never be to sure when the ultimate breakdown will happen
I'm like a ticking timebomb
No one seems to see the pain that lies behind my happy eyes
I am trapped in a web of nostalgia
And it seems to have suffocated me
Now my mind seems crazy to people who are too sane
Donations are not required, but most appretiated. smile
