The scream at me constantly
I believe one day they will drive me to insanity
I’m not sure how much more I can stand
They are yelling at me like a screamo band
I hope to God one day they will be put to rest
My head is one giant land of confusion
I hope I don’t end up making a bad decision
They just never want to stop
They only end up as little whispers when I yell back
But if I listen to them, they finally die
I guess they are just something to remember you by
I hope one day everything will go right
They are hard to resist
Especially when this battle ends up in shedding tears
The are my worst fears
Just make them stop.
These voices are getting insane
Are their only solution is pain
And cutting away everything else
I hate having to do such things to myself.
I just hopelessly wander for other answers
But at the moment, I just have so many questions.
I need a new solution
I need a new voice
I need a nicer voice;
A voice which is calm.
I hate to admit I need help,
But I just need an ear
An ear who will listen and hear me out.
Just tell you what my heart and mind are all about.
What I need is to be loved.
I push people away so much,
Its because I get scared.
I don’t need a brake, I need a clutch.
I try to let people inside my head,
But my voices don’t let anything be said.
I need to somehow shake off this sickness,
Although, it might be dangerous.
But I’m almost ready.
I just need a knight
And everything should be alright.
I am now ready to be risky.
If I have to, I will go alone
And maybe I can find these voices a new home, or just put them to rest.
I need to ostracize these voices
And finally put an end to their uproar.
I believe one day they will drive me to insanity
I’m not sure how much more I can stand
They are yelling at me like a screamo band
I hope to God one day they will be put to rest
My head is one giant land of confusion
I hope I don’t end up making a bad decision
They just never want to stop
They only end up as little whispers when I yell back
But if I listen to them, they finally die
I guess they are just something to remember you by
I hope one day everything will go right
They are hard to resist
Especially when this battle ends up in shedding tears
The are my worst fears
Just make them stop.
These voices are getting insane
Are their only solution is pain
And cutting away everything else
I hate having to do such things to myself.
I just hopelessly wander for other answers
But at the moment, I just have so many questions.
I need a new solution
I need a new voice
I need a nicer voice;
A voice which is calm.
I hate to admit I need help,
But I just need an ear
An ear who will listen and hear me out.
Just tell you what my heart and mind are all about.
What I need is to be loved.
I push people away so much,
Its because I get scared.
I don’t need a brake, I need a clutch.
I try to let people inside my head,
But my voices don’t let anything be said.
I need to somehow shake off this sickness,
Although, it might be dangerous.
But I’m almost ready.
I just need a knight
And everything should be alright.
I am now ready to be risky.
If I have to, I will go alone
And maybe I can find these voices a new home, or just put them to rest.
I need to ostracize these voices
And finally put an end to their uproar.
