Sometimes, you need to know that cheating is sometimes not always about sex. It's about a bond that formed that the wrong things we do are a side story, a deep side story to what we really think. Making love was beautiful, but not when you hate each other like that.
Women should stick together in the fact that we all know what each other are like, we can be manipulative, and off center at times, but we all want to know the truth, which sometimes can be guarded by the lies and the hatred that can build up in a quick time. We feel bad for the things we did, and we always want to apologize because it feels bad and weighs down the heart to keep a burden like that hovering over our heads.
But the man that kept it all there, the man that you might love the most is not the man you think, he lies, he cheats on more than one woman. Though you might not want to admit it, he does. You might want to be his soulmate and live happily ever after and if you know that at the end of the day he will want you more than all of those other women, and maybe he tells them everything, and actually doesn't want to let them go. It's a sad but true fact, and if you don't want to face the truth that is standing infront of your face, then fine, but I am not the enemy and I never wanted to be that way. I just wanted to make the fog lift, and say what I wanted to say. I am just woman who wants to say her piece and leave because sometimes telling the truth is all a person wants to do.
This isn't low, and maybe you are overreacting, but when the dust settles you will see it all. Wether you like it or not. I never ever wanted to sink this low in the food chain, but I am happy and content where I am, and the weight of the world has been lifted off my shoulders because I don't have the burden of looking over my shoulders, because my husband loves me very much, and I am happy with him.
I said my piece thats all.
Calamatous Intent IV Community Member 
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