So, I'm writing this at two in the morning, knowing that I have to get up for church tomorrow, and knowing that no one will read this. Oh well, I like to think that some of my friends care about my dumb life..? LOL.
I'm listening to this lovely song, by Imogen Heap, one of my favorite singers. Listen to it! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X9diXbRy3qs&feature=related
Look at that, no one's on meebo. BLAGH > n >
I love the possibilities of things that you can do with a sharpie. It makes me feel all artistic ._.
Barely anyone texted me today. I feel left out Oh well. Don't wanna waste my time feeling sorry for my arrogant self.
I've noticed that I am extremely arrogant. Always thinking about my self, how pretty I wish I was, thinking that other people have to talk to me all the time without realizing that they have other friends, and if they don't respond to my texts in five minutes, I freak out and start being all impatient. I feel like someone is always watching me through the giant windows in my house so I'm always trying to look nice or something. I even talk to myself, like I'm trying to through off the person watching me. But, who on earth would want to watch me while I'm home alone? All I do is sing off key and mess around on electronic things.
You know what else I've noticed about myself?
When I'm alone, I have these philosophical or whatever thoughts and questions buzzing around in my head. It's so weird. I question the existance of myself, the fact that I am but a soul stuck inside of a body. I wonder how I can move my body, how I can just think of what to do and my body will do it. God really did a good job of creating us.
Another thing, about God - I love the way he paints the skies.
I'll tell him about what I like about it. Usually, I love the way he lightly dapples the clouds across a beautiful sunset, adding colors that make everything pop, but it's somehow calming and relaxed at the same time. The brush strokes are nice and smooth, his perspective and depth are unbelievabley perfect. There is never a mistake in his artwork. He started this world out with a blank canvas, and then he turned it into an amazing painting of every color. He is my favorite artist of all time smile [/
align] I'm listening to this lovely song, by Imogen Heap, one of my favorite singers. Listen to it! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X9diXbRy3qs&feature=related
Look at that, no one's on meebo. BLAGH > n >
I love the possibilities of things that you can do with a sharpie. It makes me feel all artistic ._.
Barely anyone texted me today. I feel left out Oh well. Don't wanna waste my time feeling sorry for my arrogant self.
I've noticed that I am extremely arrogant. Always thinking about my self, how pretty I wish I was, thinking that other people have to talk to me all the time without realizing that they have other friends, and if they don't respond to my texts in five minutes, I freak out and start being all impatient. I feel like someone is always watching me through the giant windows in my house so I'm always trying to look nice or something. I even talk to myself, like I'm trying to through off the person watching me. But, who on earth would want to watch me while I'm home alone? All I do is sing off key and mess around on electronic things.
You know what else I've noticed about myself?
When I'm alone, I have these philosophical or whatever thoughts and questions buzzing around in my head. It's so weird. I question the existance of myself, the fact that I am but a soul stuck inside of a body. I wonder how I can move my body, how I can just think of what to do and my body will do it. God really did a good job of creating us.
Another thing, about God - I love the way he paints the skies.
I'll tell him about what I like about it. Usually, I love the way he lightly dapples the clouds across a beautiful sunset, adding colors that make everything pop, but it's somehow calming and relaxed at the same time. The brush strokes are nice and smooth, his perspective and depth are unbelievabley perfect. There is never a mistake in his artwork. He started this world out with a blank canvas, and then he turned it into an amazing painting of every color. He is my favorite artist of all time smile [/
