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Changed my user name. Huzzah. Applied for the yaoi guild. Huzzah.

I hate myspace. It sucks.
Animazements in a week. Yay.

This is the first time I've logged onto Gaia in months. Not much has changed.
I'm feeling really unhappy right now. Like, sad. Not my usual angry-sad, just sad.
Why? Because nobody gives a damn. Because my friends ignore me. Because all the guys I date are losers. Because I don't want to go out tonight but I have to. Because the guy I want to go out with doesn't like me.

Moving back to VA this Friday. Very sad but can't afford NYC and there's nothing for me here anyway. Not that there's anything in VA but at least there I have free laundry. And I suppose I could get an apartment. I think that will suit me much better than living with Matt and Sonoko. Not that living with them was bad, my back just hurts from sleeping on the futon and there's no food.
Still bummed. There's nothing for me anywhere.

Gonna try for job at H&M. I love that store, got a little black dress from there today. Only problem is need three references who are not family or former employers. Problem is, don't know anybody in NYC but family. Crud.
Am learning to cook...sort of. Let's leave it at that.
Hoobastank rules all. Found a club for Bohemians such as myself. Gotta letter from Cali. Read some more of the Tale of Genji. Good day all in all.
Need to buy milk tomorrow. Milk goooood. Guy who works at the grocery store also gooood.
It's been a good week so far.

Third attempt at a weblog, the other two times I just lost interest, let's see if my life gets more interesting now that I'm living in NYC with my brother and his wife.
Just left Boot camp in MO. Hate that state. Lousy weather and boring night clubs. Am now an MP officiallly. biggrin That's mad cool.
Arrived in NYC sometime after nine at night. Met Sonoko at the baggage claim.
Love airports. So many strange people traveling. Best place to people-watch. I digress.
Spent today shopping. Came to NYC with a pair of jeans and two t-shirts. Had to go shopping. Now need cash. Thank God for credit cards.
Re-activated my e-mail and Gaia accounts as well as caught up on a couple of webcomics. I'm such a nerd.
It's good to be back in the civilian world. Training was cool but it lasted a little too long. Have not yet recieved a response from anyone I e-mailed. Blah. Blah I say.