Okay. I've been stupid enough to cut myself off from dA where I usually do my ranting. HEELLOOOO GAIA JOURNAL.
HSC is coming up and I'm buggered. Is uncool. Very uncool.
I think I'd be a tad more comfortable with this if it weren't for the fact that my parents have spent a fortune sending me to one of the most prestigious, uppity, embittering girls' schools in the Sydney metropolitan area. What a waste of money D:.
I don't particularly want to do anything with my life. Just want to float along and be content.
Yeah, I'm selfish. But aren't we all?
They had such high hopes. Everyone has such great expectations.
Expectations. The last ******** thing anyone needs.
Goddamnit. Can't I just skip the next couple of weeks and get straight to the aimless wandering?
I hate failing, even at things I despise.
Of course, it's all my own fault blah blah blah.
******** that.
Fffttt. This is not as therapeutic as I was anticipating.
WTF. Anyway. In a couple of years, watch out for me starving to death in some artists' commune. I'll be the one who begins spasming at the mention of the name "Gillian Moore".
 Hermit of the Hills · Wed Oct 17, 2007 @ 07:01am · 0 Comments |
