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Okai, so now I don't know what to do... I want to get rid of my roomie, but I just can't seem to. I think she's avoiding the house to avoid gettign kicked out. WTF?! this isn't going to work.

I didn't want to have to tell her at school I want the apartment key back, but it seems I'm going to have to now. sadsadsadsadsad crying

I hate causing such a scene... but there is just NOTHING I can do. Unless I e-mailed her such things. Hrm...

I feel sorry for her fishie though. poor Haku.

I've been going crazy. I think I need proffesional help. I'm going to wait for my roomie to move out though, and if it doesn't get any better afterwards, then I will go.

I'm not really crazy, it's just, I think I'm depressed all the time. It's so normal I don't really feel sad... I don't think that's cool.

I don't think anyone likes me. sad

The delete journal entry smilie looks... scary... It's gonna give me nightmares baby! EEEE

There was an Otherkin Topic on the ED, I spent so much time reading all 10 pages I think that the thread is dead! XD I may post still I may not, I don't know. Of course I have my own opinions on Otherkin, even if I didn't believe myself to be kin, I would stll find it fascinating what others believe, but so much has happened in my life that I just can't deny it all.

The Phantom wings REALLY helps with that sort of stuff. xp I'm serious about them though. I find it hard to sit down a lot fo the time due to invisible body parts.

All the stuff people argue about and keep bringing up is rediculous. Oy.

Telling a kin that they can't be kin is like telling a Christian God doesn't exist. You believe it therefore it is. Plain and simple as that.

As for Mythilogical Otherkin, as many would say, I don't believe that people are "dragons" as the sense of many myths have stated, more like, "dragon-like creatures" It's the need to label that forces us to choose what we are like that. I refuse to label myself like that. and that's that.

I just came out and said I was an otherkin on a public board other then an Otherkin Community. go me! :3 I may right more laters.

Estokes is so not here like she said she would! XD She probably missed the bus, so I'll have to wait a bit I guess yes. XD Of course I will the bus going in the right direction is THIS one.

I gotta get to work.

domokun

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