...dont know what possessed me to write a journal entry here
im normally just ranting on my notes on facebook
maybe im just a little lost
i took a stroll down memory lane
relived some old memories
fantasized of what could have been
remembering all my old goals for life
...i knew more about my parents back in 2nd grade than i do now
that didnt surprise me too much
but it was still an odd thing to think about you know?
...i found out chris manson not only went to sandburg
but to la fetra
MY elementary school
he was there
in my childhood
long before i knew he existed
long before the carwash my freshman year
long before i grew to fear him and hate him more than anyone in this world
hes been...less creepy
but thats because hes been keeping me in his prayers
apparantly he thinks something bad is gonna happen to me
thats why hes been following me around even more than usual
on the bright side not only everyone in band knows about what happened
but all of the parents as well
...thats why i love my mother
so now im just making sure he cant do anything more by going to dubois
...itll be a little awkward though
im used to talking to mrs cremins
but she went to work at goddard
so i have a new counselor
one who i have never talked to about anything
...thatll be interesting
...i guess i should stop talking
i have an essay to write for history and i wanna stay away to see him again smile
im on cloud nine now
just waiting for him to make his move...
ill be patient
crzylyzrd Community Member 
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