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yea as usual you know its me.
Yea heres the thing. I know i aint George Clooney or Brad Pitt or even that barstard Tom Cruise but still i'm not hideous am I? I mean seriously latly it's just like people have been describing me as if I'm the bladdy frakenstine monster and i'd be lieing if i said its not getting to me. I had a great day today because i went to a music festivle for free and missed a day of school to go but its just like something just really say something.
well Apart form that i feel i've been either betrayed or That I'm being a two faced c**k sucker with no brains and is only a ball of emotion who can't get facts right. But aparently people have said stuff and now things spread and im going to be picked on for alligationg which most probally are true but my business. It makes me think back to the bus when naz asked us to tell darkest secrets. The whole point of a secret is keeping it yourself and i really need to learn this because its affecting my life far too much.
So todays things are:
AM i hideous? (MOAN MOAN MOAN...im so annoying)
Betrayel or me being a c**k...