March 18
Well, school life has been going the same, with no recent major developments. I've found a new person to direct my affections at, (Well, not really, seeing as how I don't put my feelings out so far that people notice), which seems to be going... okay if you could call it that. Other than the fact that someone else I'm close to likes him, everything has been going pretty smooth, and I get to spend plenty of time around this person. ^ ^'
Anyway, I've been wondering what my friends deal is. To be perfectly honest, I hate my friends being hormonal. I don't sit their in front of them and cry and dump my feelings on them making it their problem as well, so they should quit arguing and fighting and crying ALL the freaking time. I may be female, but I don't cry and scream at others that I know just because I'm having an 'off' day. I don't shove my problems off on my friends, so you think they would have the same courtesy that I show them. No, they don't show it at all. I mean, I love listening to my friends and helping out every now and then, but when it gets to the point where it's the same people breaking down and getting angry it's almost like it's a cry for attention.
I don't CARE if your mad because someone's acting all high and mighty because they start the coffee house before everyone else gets there, and I don't give a DAMN IF YOUR SISTER GETS TO SEE YOUR BOYFRIEND MORE THAN YOU DO. It's a stupid reason to start the screaming and the tears and the accusations. Get over yourselves for crying out loud. I never cry in front of my friends besides Mint-chan, and that is VERY rare. It makes me feel awkward when people cry in front of me, so I try and avoid crying in front of people I know. Mostly I vent to my sister if anything.
It seems I'm the one that has to get everyone to start laughing and joking again at lunch, because everyone's in a sour mood all the time now. (I'm running out of things to say ><" wink Personally, everyone needs to suck it up, and deal with it like adults. Your 16 to 19 years old, and your NOT a baby anymore. Don't go crying to someone just because someone 'hurt your widdle biddy feewings'.
Sorry if this entry seems a little bit B----y, but you know, I'm not all sunshine and rainbows. evil
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