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No i have not yet given up. But trust me when i say that i was to close to not comin back. but that can't be helped. school has started back up again and everything is back to usual. crying but once again it can't be helped. its high school for christs sake. youw ould think that at least something might change. but so far no luck. there is only one change that i have notciedyet far. this guy (no listen) well were friends and all, rite,but when ever we pass each other there is not a single word passed between thetwo of us. usually there would be aquicky hey and hug. but now there is absolutely nothing. i dont know wats goin on, but trust me i will get to the bottom of this. can't stay long. i have a timeline tomakefor tomorrow and i am no where near finished. talk when i get the time.maybe thursday since we have a half day. but you'll never know.

Not much really to say about my life so far. I'm still young so I haven't seen that much yet. But that doesn't mean that i haven't had my share of ups and downs. The first thing you should know about me is that I can be a horribly moody person when I want to be. Also, I've NEVER been a big believer in god or any of that crap. Funny part about it is that my father has to be the most religious person i know. Ironic isn't it question exclaim question i have seen and dealt with many deaths in my life. i have been through many tragic things happen to me in my life. most i am not happy with. but thats life and you learn to deal with it. sometimes in ways that you would never believe. this is a introduction to myself. getready for the ride of your life. well buckle your seat belts and hang on. its goin to be a bumoy ride with a few tear falls here and there. CAN'T WAIT TO LET IT ALL OUT. but one more thing. i have had many journals and none of them have stuck for more then five days. so count your chickens that this one stays. or we might never get to the juicy details. JA NE xd