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Tuesday, September 23rd, 2008

We had so much bonding time in lab today. I was so happy. Sorta. Lab was hilarious-our table rocks. Even though we "socialize" too much. Ah me and the cute nerd. We helped each other sooo much on the lab. I was standing next to him while getting answers and all from our group. Even while wearing a longsleeve shirt I felt his arm. It was sooo warm ;D Ahaha. It was great bonding time. He even helped me fill out part of my sheet ;D I feel a bit closer to him now(; I was extremely sad when lab ended but happy that we didn't have to listen to the teacher.

After the bell rang, we went our separate ways. He went down, I went up. I was saddened as the gap between us got bigger. But there was a surprise waiting for me after school. While crossing the street, I looked up and down the avenue so I won't get myself killed. My eyes also skimmed the crowd at the same time. I'm weird like that. I saw him and I swore my heart skipped a bit. I felt ridiculously happy even though my iPod froze-which ticked me off.

As I walked faster to try to catch up, these two TWITS got in my way. They walked so ridiculously slow I just wanted to punch them in the back of their heads. I couldn't squeeze pass them cos the stupid sidewalk was too narrow. Right before the train station, I was finally able to catch up with him and "lightly" smacked his shoulder. He was all like, "Oww. Why'd you hit me?" "Your bookbags' open," I grinned. "So that gives you an excuse to hit me?" "Of course!" -So weird- *Note: While jumping up to hit him, my forehead hit the branch on the tree -__- Either that stupid tree has to grow faster or I'm too tall. -Pause- Nahh the tree has to grow faster biggrin

He had little earphones on and his glasses are the type that turn black in the sun. So awesome :O So all I asked was what train he took. He said R! ;D That's the train I take surprised But...yes there's a but :l After we swiped our metros-I headed towards the Brooklyn-bound side while he headed for the Manhattan side. It was a split emotion moment. I felt sad that he wasn't taking the train with me but what happened next made me happy(; I looked back as if to see/ask like why is he going on that side? Obviously-he takes the Manhattan bound side. But as I looked back-I didn't expect to see him looking back. But he did ! surprised Does that tell you something? We looked back and forth to each other until he finally waved bye as he walked down the stairs. Yes-I am easily pleased.

This time I htink it's for real. My heart never gave a bigger jump when I see someone. And I don't think I've ever had that much fun with someone-even if it was only for two periods. True love? I don't think so. What would YOU call it?

Wednesday, September 24th, 2008

Sadly, we didn't talk much today. My friend says it's a good thing but I felt so lonely and empty throughout the day. When I was hoping to see him after school, I couldn't find him. My junior friend had snuck up on me and I thought she was him. Shows how pathetic I am, no? As we were nearing the train station, I saw him cross the street as he walked by. He kept looking back to make sure there weren't any cars coming. He really looked like he wanted to say something but I couldn't be too sure as I was staring down at the floor the whole time. He just sped by when we had gotten into the train station. I wonder what was on his mind.

That was Guy#1. Now for Guy#2. We're not in the same school. Used to be. One time I had gone home late just to go see him. My friend was getting annoyed so she left early. That was last week. This week he asked me if I wanted to go again this time. I had agreed and was eager for the next day to come.

Thursday, September 25th, 2008

Today was a better day with Guy#1. We joked around during our new tech class-which I still hate, mind you. In gym, I was doing the incline bench-something like a bench press but slanted-he happened to be nearby and cheered me on. It sorta got me pissed off, but in a good funny way I guess. Weight training's actually pretty fun-I recommend it to you. What happened afterward really made me happy. I had to walk pass the guy's locker room to get to my next class. (It's doesn't exactly smell GREAT there..) As I was walking out, I thought I had seen him but I wasn't too sure. Next thing I knew he was right next to me and asked me,"So what class you have next?" Deep down I was jumping for joy. He cares! Sorta.. While he asked me that, there was a BIG smell of Axe that came out of the boys' locker room. So when he asked me I said,”EW! AXE STINKS!” And he raised his eyebrow while smiling,”Axe? That's a class? I've never heard of it before.” She jokingly pointed an accusing finger at him and laughed. “Hush you. What class do you have next?” I asked him back. He told me he had Geometry and I was wondering why he didn't have Pre-Cal. He told me he didn't feel like going to switch and he was learning Pre-Cal at home anyways. I asked him how and why. He just looked at me as if the answer was obvious. I laughed and said,”It's because you're Asian?” With a wave and a “bye” I went off into the staircase before he could reply.



I had purposely walked the long way instead of the short way just to talk to him. Maybe I'll do that again tomorrow. After school also made me extremely happy. As I've said before, I am easily pleased by the littlest things. I ran into my junior friend again and we walked and talked. The whole time I kept on looking back and up ahead to find him. I couldn't see him as I neared the station and was about to go down the stairwell. I looked back once more to my right. Just as I turned back I felt someone tap on my right shoulder. I quickly turned and saw no one. When I faced the stairwell again I saw him on the left side acting as if nothing happened(even though I so saw the grin on his face). I smiled as I quickly ran down to catch up to him. He laughed as he heard me approaching and hitting him with my spare bag.



I was finally able to ask him where he lived. He told me Staten Island. Then I got all crazy/hyper and stressed about why he came to Tech. He said, “Okay..you're going a bit crazy.” Note: He said it while laughing. I laughed too and said, “Yes. Yes I am.” We swiped our metros and waved bye. Ahh what a wonderful afternoon. Now to Guy#2.



I had agreed to meet him at the park or the bus stop. I decided bus stop. I didn't want to get there too early like last time. After waiting for what seemed like hours, he finally came. He was dead quiet and the bus ride with him and his friend was a little...quiet. That's the boring part. Let's skip ahead to the interesting part. After running half a mile(I think) I rested while I saw him pass by. Boy, did he seem happy. Before we had started running he talked to me a bit. After it was time to go home, the freshman girl(sorry if I sound mean) and I headed for the bathroom I needed to change because there was no way I was going to go home in shorts-it was too cold. On my way, he asked me where I was going. He called out my name too. Wowers. I told you-I'm easily pleased. That didn't really had me happy but made me happy that he at least talked to me at some point today.



Before we headed for the station, his friend asked if anyone wanted ice cream. A little random but ice cream does taste better when the weather's cold. So we all agreed to ice cream. All three of us got a small cup of different flavored ices and we all tried everyone else's He tried mine and I tried his. Ahaha I sound like an idiot right there. So we headed for the station and took the train home. On the train, he sat next to me, almost closer to me. There was a free seat next to his friend though. -Easily pleased- The basic point is I felt close to him in a whole different way and level. It's just...the closeness I guess. Made me feel bubbly and warm inside.