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i accidentally deleted all my mail... and since gaia has no "trash" they're gone forever... crying
so now i have to try to remember all the stuff that i had in there that were extremely important...
this is all i can remember... crying
trade with heibai
- light blue/lavender for avie table headshot
- chibi headshot of RL heibai
if there's anything else i needed to remember, please tell me and i'll add it here... sweatdrop
 nocturnal miyu · Tue Apr 04, 2006 @ 02:44am · 0 Comments |
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I can't help but join Th PDQ... XD |
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Patch Me?
Feel free to patch me... If you would like, you can add a comment telling me, so I can put yours up too...
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nocturnal miyu · Wed Dec 28, 2005 @ 01:34am · 0 Comments |
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gifts i received... <3 |
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So much to do for x'mas... xd
Secret Santa Gifts:
Art Gifts:
Feikku
Sleinah
Non-Art Gifts:
Seiyoku - G-LOL Blue Gown
Lull - Fairy Wand + Blue PomPom Scarf + Deluxe Blue Daffodil - Green Bouquet with Blue Ribbon
mme_enigmatique - Winter Snow Flake Sweater
Freebies:
nocturnal miyu · Sat Dec 10, 2005 @ 01:22am · 0 Comments |
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Gaian things to do list... |
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People to draw... things to remember...
[.j.o.k.e.r.] (aka. Lady [J]) -done-
anuled -done-
feikku -done-
lil annabell
lull -done-
nyo - aug. 26th b-day (i missed it... crying ) -done-
seiyoku - oct. 7 b-day -done-
commissions:
watanabe tooru -cancelled-
yiesha -done-
i'll have to add a lot more later... xd
nocturnal miyu · Mon Sep 19, 2005 @ 09:50pm · 2 Comments |
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time passes so fast yet so slow...
at times i feel like, "wow, it's already..."
at other times when i look back, i feel like, "so little time has passed since..."
i.e. I'm about to graduate from college... and I feel like I've only got here not too long ago...
but on the other hand, I look at the charity I opened on gaia... I haven't even opened it for 4 months, and I already closed it... even tho it's due to personal reasons, but still...
then on the other hand, I closed it cuz of my break up... and it's like, wow, we've already broken up for 5 months now...
then i look back, it was only 7 months ago that we were still going on a trip together...
time's a funny thing... whenever you want it to go faster, it doesn't... but sometimes when you look back... you've realized a lot of time has gone by...
nocturnal miyu · Wed Mar 23, 2005 @ 11:14am · 2 Comments |
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Things aren't bad, my life is going somewhere (tho I have no idea where, but at least it's going somewhere... I won't be a couch potato next year, so that's a good sign). I have great friends, roommates, and family (well, at least mother and aunties and uncle and grandma... ok, that's almost my whole family... xd )...
Let's see, I have an interview soon for going into credential school. I'll be the first to take the interview at 8am in the morning which means I'll HAVE TO sleep earlier than 3am... lol... cuz I'm supposed to be there 15 minutes early. crying And I'm all ready to graduate. Only need 1 more form to get signed and I'm all set. I already signed up for gaduation and ceremony... Yay! heart
Outside of that, my mom is asking her friends to see if they could find a job for me outside of the US, so I could experience living somewhere else for a while and not always be in the US. That would be so cool. I mean I'll miss my friends and most of the people that I'll have to leave behind, but it'll be such a wonderful experience. whee
My roommate and I will definitely go on a trip in the summer too. So even if I don't get a long break from here, at least a short one. (Short at least a month or two... well, I have no obligations here anymore, so I can do whatever I want... watch I meet some new guy before I go and have to come back... lol xd )
On top of that, my best friend and all my other friends (of course including my roommate) are really supportive of me. Make sure that I'm ok. Always there for me when I need them. It's really hard to turn away from someone who you loved for a long time... even when he hurt you again and again. But I know I'll be ok. Some new clothes (or bring some nicer clothes to Davis from SF), my contacts are fixed too... and I'm set to go... smile Tho I can tell I'm getting nerdier day by day... my friends and I are starting to analyze things thru mathematician eyes... as in JOKE about stuff using mathematical theory and proofs... I'm SUCH A NERD. lol... XP Well, if someone likes me, he has to like the good and the bad right? sweatdrop
Oh, and while being single, my talents are shining... well, not quite, but I'm doing better in things that I wasn't before. My art certainly improved. (I still can't do statistics... crying ) And my friend jokingly said, if I teaching doesn't work for me, I can become a masseuse... and for all my dirty-minded friends out there... NOT THAT TYPE!!!
So all in all, other than my old bad relationship which I think I'm ready to really let go of, I'm good. Well, probably will take a little bit more time for me to fully let go of it. Since I'm writing about it, that means it's still affecting me. But everything else in my life isn't going very bad. So I know soon I'll be out of that stump. 3nodding
nocturnal miyu · Sat Mar 05, 2005 @ 11:28am · 3 Comments |
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Today would've been my ex and my one year anniversary if we were still together. We were still in contact or somewhat friendly terms, but I realized I can't pretend that things are ok anymore. So 2 days ago, I officially decided that I don't want to talk to him anymore. I even blocked him off aim. I don't care if it's very evident that I'm avoiding him. I'm not going to hide the fact that I got hurt nor am I going to pretend anymore that I'm ok with everything cuz I'm not. So yeah, right now I guess he's officially out of my life. Even though we have a class together, but he doesn't go anyways, so it doesn't really matter.
As for stuff outside of him, V-day didn't turn out too bad. I have really good friends. As I said before, my best friend in the whole world gave me a "sad sam" doggy. Another friend of mine gave me a rose, and 2 bears (tho the bears are from his ski trip rather than for V-day). Yet another friend gave me a rose and a card with a burned avi of "Closer", a movie that I REALLY WANTED to see. My boss gave me candy (chocolate... yummy). And of course the rest of my friends are wonderful too either just by hanging out with me, talking to me, giving me hugs and such... <3
School-wise, things are ok too. I'm passing all my classes. I'm doing better than I expected. Not quite as good as I potentially can do, but from the lack of effort I'm putting in, I think my grades are ok. I should start really working hard tho. I can't rely on my luck for my grades. ^^;
I also applied to credential school... well, Davis only. My friends pressured me into it... lol... but it's ok, it's good pressure. smile I only applied to Davis because for me, it's a win/win situation. If I get into Davis, cool. If not, then I'll take my half year or one year off to go travelling or just go somewhere like I planned to. And I'll apply to other schools during that time. So either way, I win. =3
Life may not be exactly how I want it right now, but it's not bad at all. I do know what I want for the most part (other than where to eat... never ask me that, cuz I'll never know... XD). Well, I especially tend to know when I like a guy or not. I like smart guys. Guys who are smarter than me. I probably like the challenge. Of course, there's a lot more to that, but I've learned that's something that really attracts me. Just from the history of my most recent boyfriends, they have all been science majors... ^^; Well, it's hard to describe what I like, but when I see it, I know it. That's probably why I jump into relationships... because I know what I like.
nocturnal miyu · Mon Feb 21, 2005 @ 07:28am · 0 Comments |
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