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Queeny's Journal: #I'm in over my head# Well be it that this journal thingy is new to me I think I'll keep this short and sweet. I also have nothing to say so when I return I'm hoping there will be more interesting stuff in here. Lets see what my brain can cook up in days to come.


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#Cos if you're not really here, I don't wanna be either#
#I wanna be next to you, black and gold, black and gold, black and gold#

Such a nice and surreal song!

Alas, what have I been up to? In serious pain after partaking in my karate class. At my age, one should NOT be doing leapfrog...

Haven't been doing much writing. In fact, I've stopped so I can catch up on my reading. As I'm writing a romance, I'm reading some Mills and Boons. Oh-so corny but it's on the mark. I have realised just how down to earth writing can be... my books are so far-fetched it's a wonder anyone can understand 'em. And when I try and be simple in my writing, like introduce a family or surrounding area, I always have to add something OTT. Take my currant three projects... very OTT. Gomen... -.-

Anyway. I've been tossing and turning and wondering and pondering and contemplating as to what I wanna do for work, and I've been thinking about going back into publishing but everytime I do, I always have a voice in the back of my head telling me not to bother, and for good reason. I haven't the passion for it, but the money's so good. But if you look at it from a diff. angle, working as a part time cashier allows enough time to write my novels... but the money isn't so great... especially when one has debts to pay. But I'll stick with it until my writing career picks up. *Nods

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#Cos the world keeps spinning round and round...#
#... and my heart keeps in time to the speed of sound,#

Ahh musicals, don't cha just love 'em!

Wow, my last entry was 21,5,07... it's 26,5,08 - almost a year ago... So what the hell have I been doing...?

NOTHING!

No seriously, other than watching anime, building my beloved collection of awesome mangas and manhwas and working on my novel, I've been swimming in a pool of depression. Yeah, I know, I seem to be saying the same thing as last year but 2008 does seem a little better. I'm taking a positive out look on life.

What to say: I have my blue belt! Still... I'm still working on my novel... yep the same one... and I have a job in somerfield, which is a food retail shop. Hey it helps pay the bills.

Will I ever go back into publishing? Only the Lord will know. £10 an hours was great. In fact it was sweet but... they only want experieinced people and where do you get that kinda stuff from? Exactly, you get that stuff from £300-a-day courses. Not sweet.

Is it just me or is something trying to log into my account, cos it ain't me and I'm getting emails saying mym account it blocked for 15mins... hmm?

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#Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend...
...Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life#


Fab song, just fab.

I bring thee good people of Gaia self-important news. For I have a job in publishing. That is all

PS: The song has no barings to the news delivered to day.





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#I could be brown, I could be blue I could be violet skies#
#I could be helpful, I could be purple, I could be anything you like.
Gotta me green, gotta be mean, gotta be everything more.
Why don't you like me, Why don't you like me, Why don't you walk out thte door!#


WOW! I love that song, by Mika called Grace Kelly. He goes all high pitched and stuff. Sweet/kawai! blaugh

YES! YES! Scream it to the heavens above for I have finished my novel that I wish to get published. AMEN... now all I have to do is go through the tedious task of typing it up and editing it heavily.

Yes, I like putting pen to paper and recently my laptop has processed it's last 11100... yes, it's died. (So I brought a new battery and now it lives every 3hrs. neutral )

I'm so happy. But the race isn't finished yet, for I have now got to look for a publisher that will publish my book. Oh will the hardship never end. OOH I'm so excited. Aren't you excited too!

Peace and love


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#And we're gunna party like it's 19- hold up, it is!#
A lovely song by Will Smith, which I'm loving the remix to.

Anyway. Still working on my novel. Just working out a few plot holes and I'm on my way to the last third of the book... just need to think of a climatic end!

YAY 2007. I'm so glad to see the backside of 2006. Damn you 2006 and your heart breaking months of agony and woe and HELLO 2007 with your prospects of a published book and a band new job. And the werid thing was 2006 was my year of the Dog (If you like that stuff) I felt no sense of doggy-influence. Wah!

And I was not sick! If you look about over 2005 and 2006 on the 1st of Jan I was sick, so I wasn't much looking forward to the 1st Jan 2007 but all was well.

Yep, I'm seriously psyched up for this year that I'm going to take a Spanish course. And even though I went to Spain for 6 months... you'd be damn if you think I took it ALL in! I wasn't lucky like most of you that I could learn it in school. I did German and all I can remember to say is, 'Ich heisse Queeny. Ich bin 24 jarhe alt. Ich whonne ein einen housen...' Well you get the idea...

Peace to you all, and to you all a merry year.

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#And I know that it's a wonderful world....#
#but I can't see it right now~
AndI thought that I wsas doing well but I just wanna cry now~#


Ah, what a fantastic song by James Morrison.

Anyhow. My life seems okay. I'm back in the presence of God and I feel cool. So what has happened to me? I've been in a bomb scare... which wasn't too bad. Erm I was on my way to the dole and I entered the building and there was a bomb threat, which didn't help my judgement because the perivous night I heard a loud explosion about 1am. eek

I've got a PT job which is cool, but I finish on the 10Dec, which is not cool. Feeling tempermental. Might get into an arguement on online if not careful and... feeling... good otherwise.

Still working on novel. MC is now entering Positive Opposites. Don't worry, it makes sense to me! I dislike the smug people in the writers forum. Yes, I'm arrogent but I keep it under my humbly side. I also dislike being patronized, which could explain why I feel irritated somewhat. Some called me 'Queenie, sweetie.' Em, you starting hell and war with me' scream

Erm, think a cold is coming on.

Thought I had a boyfriend, but I dislike the egre types, so my likeness for him is now 0. I'm a picky woman. Yet happy to be single. Amen!

BUT WAIT. I have accomplished two thingS that I said I would in my entry titled #Didn't know that you, would be jamin' til the break of dawn#


I GOT MY GREEN AND BLUE BELT! KICK a**!!

Peace out.




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#Are you so strong or is the weakness in me?#
#Why do you come here and pretend to be just passing by...#

Goodness me. It's be the longest of times since I've entered anything in here. So what's been going on with the Green-haired master? A lot of sh*t. I've never had such a depressing year. Not that I want to get into it but there's a list of things. (I should write an emo story about it. So many people will love to hate it)

Anyway I'm focusing on my story titled Kidnapped by a passionate Fool. I'm working on a Premise. I hate those things. It's like a brief statement of what happens to the M C due to the actions taken place in the story... ir something to that effect.

Well I decided to stop afther chapter... 18+12= erm... 30 chapters to review what I've done and MAN did it need a lot of work. I've revised chapters 1-3... I've got a long way to go.

Me likes part two which has the 12 chapters as of yet because that is when the plot just gets very twisted. A lot of odd things happens but for good reason AND it works in effect to the premise... yeah. All right.

In the meanwhile I've been working on some Ouran High school Host club AMVs (to which you can view in my profile on yuotube... look for queeny4001) and thats all I've been up to. Anything else and I'll keep you posted.

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#Didn't know you, would be jammin til the break of dawn...#
Oh man, how history does repeat itself. ON the 1st of Jan, 2005 I was sick. Get this, yesturday on 1st Jan 2006 I was sick. My head was over a bucket and my butt on the bog. I-W-A-S-S-I-C-K

And the werid thing was I didn't drink anything this year, I didn't even leave the house. It must have been something I ate.

So much for starting the year in a postitve way but I still have 364... 363 days to make this year a good year. I have a whole bunch of things I wanna do. One being getting my green and blue belt. Fantastic!!!!

Peace, I'm out




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#Oh so long, for this night I pray...#





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