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※The sun is breaking in your eyes ノ To start a new day. This broken heart can still survive ノ With a touch of your grace. Shadows fade into the light. ノ I am by your side, Where love will find you. ※
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❝ What about now? What about today? What if you're making me all that I was meant to be? What if our love, it never went away? What if it's lost behind words we could never find? Baby, before it's too late, What about now?❞
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It's one in the morning, and I have to go to bed here in a minute. But let me sum up what has happened to me. Like you really care? Oh well, listen anyways. Well if you want.
My name is Blake, I was created by my loving mother and father 15 years ago on March 14, 1995. I was cute adorable and LOVED pink. I know weird right? I lived in Belleville until I was in 3rd grade. I LOVED Belleville. I had only ONE true best friend. She is 17 now, and I'm gonna be a Godmother. A lot has happened to me over the years. I got addicted to drugs when I was 12 and sent to rehab. I started smoking when I was 10 and haven't quit since. That is until he came along.
I have the best boyfriend anyone can ask for. Yes we argue sometimes, but I'm getting ahead of myself.
3rd grade 2004 I believe is what year it was. I came to this shithole you call Lebanon. Population 2,ooo something. Most of them are really old people, anyway. I met the worst people at the wrong time. And the best people later on in the years. But I mean I didn't care. 3rd grade, no cares right? Well, for me, wrong. My family got sued over $23.53, cause one of the worst people I met, you know the ones I just told you about, would buy me stuff, and I'd pay them back. But they just kept buying and buying and finally, didn't have the money to pay them back. About a year ago, my father got laid off for 6 months straight, a month after he got laid off he pulled his groin, and god knows how much those hospital bills cost. That was the worst time ever, no christmas, no birthdays, no thanksgiving(which only consisted of McDonalds for thanksgivin dinner.) No nothing.
4 months ago, I met Michael. He is my life, he is my soul. He knows what I'm thinking before I even think it! And I love him. We've been dating the 3 out of 9 months I've know him, and the 9 months were the best. Except I couldnt see him for three months cause I got arrested. But thats a different blog.
I love him.
More comes later.....
Goodnight, iD i n o P o c k y
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※ Now that we're here, ノ Now that we've come this far, Just hold on. ノ There is nothing to fear, For I am right beside you. ノ For all my life, I am yours. ※
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iPandaSecks · Sun Mar 28, 2010 @ 07:37am · 0 Comments |