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yesterday they got in a fight and its ruining me and they dont even notice. they probabaly dont even care. roz had a apanic attack yesterday and she still cant breath barely. and last night i thought of cutting and then i just thought of u and i was like no i cant and i just broke down and bawled. i hate this y does it happen to me. i have bowling tomorrow with jesse. but since her and lexa got in a fight yesterday they wont talk so its gonna make it harder.

kill me now. here it goes again. i just want this to stop. plz make it stop. someone plz.