Thus, my personal life is quickly exposed.
All this year, I've had a major crush on my friend's boyfriend, but I thought I hadnled it pretty well. The friendship comes first, and I tried to assure her of that, but in truth she's a very untrusting person, and unfortunately, we never really took the time to get to know eachother until this year, when it seemed too late.
The other day, he broke up with her, and I'm torn as hell. I never did managed to gain her trust, and I could keep trying to, or I could let her drift away, like I'm sure she's going to tend to. That would be easier, and yet...I find myself desperately not wanting to walk down the hall unsure if she'll smile or wave hi, and I want to be able to be comfortable inviting her over and spending time with her.
I don't know what to do! D: How do you keep such a fragile friendship from slipping away? Can you?
Life has been too complicated this year. Jeebus. *explodes* gonk
 chibi_emily · Tue Jan 24, 2006 @ 05:39am · 0 Comments |
