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Today I'm really feeling lonely because no one called me today or yesterday. I know I'm being overly sensitive today but I can't help it gonk I'm having huge mood swings. In just one day I've gone through every mood known to man. The emotions I'm feeling the most right now are anger and something between sadness and mourning. I'm angry because my friend had this crappy ex-boyfriend, Larry, and he treated her like s**t. So yesterday I looked at his profile and read his journal. As I was reading his journal I found out that he doesn't care about anyone but himself. He doesn't care what his girlfriends go through just as long as he's feeling good. He didn't even feel guilty about treating my friend, Mae, like s**t and then going out with her friend exclaim He's scum! He really is exclaim So now that I got that off my chest I should tell you why I'm feeling really sad/mourning. I have this friend named Cody who just went through something really tramatic (I'm not going to say excatly what it was because I don't talk about other peoples business in this journal). Anyway I haven't seen or heard from him since it happened. I'm really worried. For all I know he could be dead and I'm just sitting here typing emo Life sucks when you feel everyone elses pain. I know I typed a lot here but that's how I feel. I wouldn't be so sad if I stopped thinking about how good things used to be. I can still remember last summer, Mae, Cody, Angie, and me all swimming at the public pool. I was grounded but I was able to sneak out and be with them. Back then my mom trusted me and everything was great. I was so happy and full of hope. I used to believe in my dreams back then. I guess as you get older you get less happy. wahmbulance emo wahmbulance