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today was fun.. but i know that something wrongs with this picture. well then i just found out that brandon and mika are not together. i started crrying i dont know why. i cryied for an hour i think. well.. maybe its beacuse that mika gave brandon a stupid breaking up line. "brandon since were togethher its been rough so i think im not good for you" i think that how he said. well.. i think that was stupid line ... yu dont live a good guy like brando, when need people to support him. i dont why.. its stupid.. i just wish they would go back together. i just wish. becuase brandon is hurting the most in this. i dont my brother to do something stupid. that he would risk his life. im really worried about him. i feel so useless not being there... all i can do is write. crying again..... crying gonk crying crying crying crying crying i just wishg those two would get back together,,, dammit why isnt mika checking his gmail.... ahhhh... im so mad and sad at the same time. ahhhhhhh.... why is life being rough this year..

ps: if you brandon read this please dont be sad.. im just really worried of you...