but today i can say is different after a grand total of 11 years i dumped my girlfriend, and she cried but then by 4th period seemed to be okay, which worries me alittle. not that i want to see her cry but its just something wrong in the idea compared to normally how long she cries for when something happens.
I'm kinda happy because i felt a bit restrcited in what i could do. But i feel like i can try more things now. No i dont think being a man slut would be a good idea but apart form that i should be alright. My only goal this year is (after shredding and getting rid of half my stuff) is to get good grades in my GCSEs apply to Northgate 6th form and perform and pass my grade 6 whilst wearing a new wardrobe.
and now for a picture (gulp) im trying to lose weight but im having troube keeping under 9 stones. (hence gulp of stomchae showing through top (its tighter then my normal ones) my friends bought me something^^) Tomorrow is friday night and im looking forward to it because izaaks going... on a more note today seeing as i different fomr when first though to put this up. I've decided on a definite course. I'll take
-Music
-Economis
-Physics
-Furthur maths
as my A levels and i'll take them at Northgate 6th form
then after i'll leave and move into the campus at essex university where i'll take a 3 year maths course spending two years in Essex then a year in the U.S.A where the sister universities are. I have a plan which i will need to get from now as many part time jobs as possible but i plan i'll have a good time this way.
Also i think i need to keep my mouth shut on other people because when i open it other people feel bad though i dont think this time was an accident but rather myself venting about how mad i kinda was at beccy for trying to dump me over the internet.
and now for my picture.
