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ok so im finally 100% single...and its fun. darac and i broke up (it woulda happend sooner or later) and kurtis and i are through too. im seriously flirting with one of my friends...and i have a crush here...not saying who. you have to guess...im actually feeling conflicted...i like these 2 guys...but i might....maybe i still....nah...i couldnt still love.....no. no way. i dont. couldnt. WONT! this is rediculous! i must only love him cuz he was my first boyfriend! damn it all to hell! im never going on that ride! the fariswheel or what ever! no! that would be considerd "our ride". that time this summer was my first time on one....no. no NO NO!! I HATE HIS GUTS! I HATE EVERY ONE!