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NO LONGER
dead emotionally
no one is there
nothing left to guide me
im all alone

dwelling in the past
despising the present
dreading the future

we will all die
some just sooner than others
we wait and wait...
until the time comes

some will be fast
some will be slow
ready or not
it will come

time and time again
so i hear
you will live again and again
but if we have yet the same fate
why bother going through it again?

here and now is where we are
dwelling in the past
despising the present
dreading the future
this is where we will stay

emotions are a state of mind
i no longer believe in them
can we taste them?
can we hear them?
can we touch, see, or smell them?

i no longer believe in these pointless things
to me they are nothing but filth
the pebble in my shoe, the eyelash in my eye, the annoying twinge in my...heart?

what is this thing that beats inside me?
going faster and faster?
what is this heat in my soul?
why do the stars shine brighter?

is this what they call...love?
this feeling....
this interesting feeling...
bubbling up inside me...

dwelling on the past
despising the present
dreading the future
no longer...