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BEES!

I was outside with Spaz, and zomg, the BEEEES. There was at least six of them, with some weird GREY bee-looking-things, all hanging around the raspberry bushes. Flittering, fluttering, polinating..whatever bees do for a living.
Something got into the stinking reeking garbage can and dragged a bag across the concrete. I think it ate the ham slices I threw out yesterday. sheesh, how could it smell food in all that s**t? O_o

Sheila of Dean's Group called me some time this week. Our phone has been broken, I think the MUTE button on my phone got stuck, so when I unplugged it, the main phone worked again. I checked the messages and was like aaahhh! cause somehow I still don't really waaaant to work, but that's just laziness. Where is my 1000$ a week lottery paycheque? ha ha ha ha ha, like that's ever going to happen. Dad's been playing the lotto for his whole life and hasn't won any more than 15$. -_-

so yeah, the message said she might have an assignment for me. I dunno, what could it beeee? I wish I was more the type of person who gets excited by the unknown, instead of terrified.

Sandra's brother's girlfriend's surprise birthday party is tomorrow and I have no idea what I should bring as a gift. o___________o I don't have access to alchohol...man, I really need to get my hands on some photo ID. I hate that there is all this stupid s**t in the world that you can't live without and yet and somehow so unnecessary. I don't want to get a driver's liscence just for photo ID, nor do I wish to update my health card or get a passport, because all that crap costs me money.

aaah money, turner of the world. I gotta get me some cash! Being here is so stifling. I don't feel like I am on the way to moving forward at all! geez. The thing that I need, priority, is a long term permanent full time library position. Then I can get a stack of cash, and move close to work, and SETTLE DOWN. I hate having s**t all up in the air like this. Where am I working? where will I live? I dunno! Cause the rents don't like being in Miss. they want to move North, esp. with bert and kim and baby being up there. They'd like to retiiiire. That means they won't be taking care of me! boo-hoo, sheesh. I gotta spend money on rent and food, not video games, like a normal person! Where the hell did all my disposable income go? I sure spend a lot of money on..crap! wow.

uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhm.