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Im melting in embarrasment well not embarrasment but just stupidity. Well on tuesday which was the 29th i went to tutoring at recess time. And then that dude Malik was theyre. The only reason why i went was becuz of Clifford but anyway yeah Malik was there and......he.....ok ill say it like this HE KEPT TRYING TO ACT COOL IN FRONT OF ME!!!!!! ok me and Shakkara were sitting at the table doing are work. Then he comes and sits at the table and starts bussing on Jerome. I can tell that he wanted me to look at him becuz he kept glancing back at me to see if i was looking. And at one point i felt very awkward because i felt him starring at me while i was doing the freakin math problem. OH AND THIS PART IS WHAT WHAT MADE ME FEEL STUPID. ok so jerome walks over to our table and says uhhh " yo Malik shut up with them..." i forget the last part of what he said. so here i go and i blurted out "Dont talk about him!" i didnt realize what i said until i said it. And then Jerome says something like u like him or something. AND THEN CLIFFORD WALKS OVER !!!!! and says "wait what yall two be writing on that paper" I WAS SO EMBARRASSED!!! cuz now Malik thinks that i like him and now everbody else thinks that i like him too. And just when Clifford started poking me and id turn around and say "stoopppp" but id smile afterwards and in my mind id scream of joy and happiness. I told Ms E wat happened and i asked her was it stupid to say that. but she said it wasnt.

Geee i dont know what to do now.