so.....alot of stuff has happened and for most of the time I've had fun (I can't believe I was so friendly to two guys....technicly they are my friends but still eek )......hazel made me vomit yesterday...I wasn't feeling well so she made me go to the bathroom and voomit and for the first time ever it worked eek (she's good at it) I was supposed to go to work after the book thing but since it was late father said that it would be dangerous...we didn't care (my brother and me),we were going to go anyway but the old man refused to go to sleep ( rolleyes ) so I feel asleep instead.
I actually wasn't planing on going to sleep because I wanted to read the book but after what hazel started saying I had to sleep or risk having injuries in my body.....she's right in a way.....it's only a matter of time before they get annoyed....then it'll be all the same....v_v
I nearly took off the ring yesterday.....I don't think I need it anymore since it's supposed to represent my love for her.....mixed feelings at the moment then again it may just be what I ate......before elly made her promisse she was trying to get me to vomit again...I cried and that was it.....I only cry.....not much gets done by doing that.......I'm a bit dizzy right now and I feel like I want to vomit again *sigh* damn cold.....I feel so tire right now.........I wish I could make this go away.......it's funny that I haven't had much pains lately.....I wonder if it has anything to do with the fact that I was in pain throughout most of the day during wednesday and thrusday.
I woke up with pains yesterday.....the kind were you are screaming for mercy on the inside....wishing that it'll go away.....it didn't for most of the morning......maybe.....it's.......my......bond?..no....I doubt it's that.
couldn't be....shouldn't be.
I'm going to sleep right now....bye world
 yamiruri · Sat Jul 16, 2005 @ 10:58pm · 0 Comments |
