I can't wait till this horrid week is over. my plan for the 3 weeks (is it 3 weeks?), that I have off,let's see. first day I'll fast and sleep as much as humanly possible. second,goes without saying but I'll say it anyways,I'm gonna keep going through my fats as long as I can. if I eat I'll purge. and while I'm on that topic I have purge way too many times this month. in like 2 weeks I've gotten way worse. the count is something like 15 days and 14-16 times done. I wish I could stop...wait,who am I kidding? I don't want to stop. I'm not at that stage yet. I want to be perfect and I will be even if it means starving.
yamiruri · Thu Jul 27, 2006 @ 11:44pm · 0 Comments |