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	yamiruri's Journal description of my yournal??....ok.....um.....I guess I'll talk about junk that I like (like anime and junk).....I'll really be using it more like a real journal would be used

	WTH AM I?!?!?!
	WTH AM I?!?!?!


I'm planing yet another fast...I want it to last for 31 days and I don't care what happens to me anymore. I feel like I've lost myself,like there's a big chunk of me that broke and I feel like I need to take it out on myself for some reason. really depressed right now. felt like crying throughtout most of the day and it's cause of this feeling. it's like there's a whole, or like I broke like I'm not me and I swear I don't know who the hell I am. I should be happy,I have almost everything I ever wanted,then what's wrong with me? I have the friends I always wanted the grades to prove to them that I'm not dumb the lover that I had wished I had ahd throughtout my entire life then what's wrong with me?......why am I so broken? why can't I fill this emptiness? who am I and what the hell is missing? yamiruri · Fri Jun 23, 2006 @ 03:00am · 1 Comments


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	Wow. eek First of all, calm down. eek And second, if you have everything you've ever wanted, then you should take advantage of those things. 3nodding You have friends, so spend time with them when you're lonely. You have a girlfriend, go on dates with her and talk to her when you're feeling down or when you have a problem. You're smart, so use your brains and your talents and do something you enjoy. For example, I'm a good writer and I love to write. So during my spare time, if I'm lonely or feeling bad, sometimes I just write a story and let myself get lost in it. 3nodding Offline Mistress Undertaker · Community Member · Thu Jul 20, 2006 @ 08:38pm

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