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I just feel like crying right now. Everything today has gone soooo wrong. First there was no tutoring today so i didnt get to stare at Clifford the whole time. Second was that i realized that no matter how nicely u dress no seems to notice but they notice the other people. Third no one would pay attention to me or Shakarra when it was our turn to play Sharades. Fourth i realized that im not as important in my classroom as i thought i was. 5th Shawn hates me now. 6 I hate Amani sooo much becuz she stole my best guy friend from me which was Brandon. Hes a very cool kid and hes not like the other guys but i dont like him at all. Just as a friend. Anyway I also hate amani becuz......shes just soo.....perfect. And its not fair I LIKE CLIFFORD!!!!! i mean she doesnt even try to make him like her. It just happens. And i know Natalia u hate her 2 becuz Khalif likes her. I didnt want to tell u this but this is what he said on Mon. and Tues.


Mon. in class
Ms. E- k time to pick parteners for ballroom dancing
*everyone talks*
Khalif- Amani wanna be my partener sike naw.
Amani-...*looks at him*

Tues. bathroom time
Amani- Ahh my leg hurts
Khalif- u iight? u okay u need the paramedics
Amani- no im fine
Khalif- here iill carry u up there *pretends to pick her up* sike naw

I know it sucks doesnt it natalia? Its like all the guys that i like she magically knows and then she zaps them into liking her. I didnt mind when all the boy slike Terae though. IT WAS HEAVEN!!!!! But now its just really stinks for all the girls who are considered different (like me and u ) just becuz we dont act like all the rest of the girls or we dont look the same. Im gonna cry a looooong cry