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pam_rdz_garcia
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Posted: Sun Mar 23, 2008 @ 07:20pm

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... I feel ... like somethings will never change, no matter what... yet... are all the things that happen that bad? or do I just want to see the dark side of things? what about the good things on life? are they just worthless or non existance? do I care about my life? why or why not? and why did it have to wait this long for me to realize all of this? why can't we just know all the things that are going to happen before they do? would it make it worst? all that knowledge... could it be meant for nothing but evil? ... why does good and evil even exist? why do we exist for that matter?

... I wish to know... and I wish to see how things truly work... not only that... but also... the reason of why I have given up on love... and if theres to be any at all during the rest of my life... I would like to know... if I'll ever be able to open the doors of my heart to love... and if I do... would that person be the right one? .... how would I know? and why should I risk to get hurt again... instead of just letting myself numb to the world? ... won't it be easier? ...why do we have feelings? ... and why do we care about others? loving others, people we know will leave our lifes at some point... should we stay near them, so that when they leave us, it can hurt us more?... and when we find ourselves alone...without them...then what?...

Donate 2 da poor neutral in other words... me rolleyes
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raven_deluna
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Sat Nov 22, 2008 @ 08:06pm

That's a lot of questions. I'm not sure I have the answer to all of them. May be your purpose on life is to find an answer to all of them and share it with others. But of one thing I'm sure, you should NOT stay numb or out of the problems taking place around you. Because being the way you are, I'm sure that you'll feel better by helping others, and you won't blame yourself if things don't work out . . . for after all . . . you would have done your part of the job . . . even if it wasn't the "best" for the best. As long as you try and never give up, you'll be able to keep the hope that one day, everything shall take place in a different way. Also, because of the same reason that people (either family, friends or the person you love to death) are never to STAY FOREVER in your life, is that you should cherish the time that you DO posses with them. Life is short, but it can be pretty. As to love . . . you'll find it, not when you want to, but when it's meant to be found. Things always work out, not the way we plan, but in the way is meant to . . . to make us learn new lessons in life and make us better persons around others, in this . . . OUR WORLD.

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