The Sea And The Wall
so she says no...
and drops me into the water..
i begin to swim
but decide to just drown
until i die
i feel death rbetahign down my neck
my heart broken
my head full of shame
my heart exploded
letting blood go to the surface
i look up
and she doenst even help
my friends look for me
but they cant find
they wante dto help
but no one can help with true love
i trusted her
i loved her
i took care of her
i did my best
i betraded my friends
i betreted my family
strnagers i didnt even know
even nature ti self
i bent time and shape to be with ehr
i spent my money on her
and i swore to a oath of deication
and i wanna be friends
but now...
i sit with a gun to my head....
please...anyone....
shot me in the head....
sqaure so i cant feel....
i give up.........
*lifts gun to my head*
cry and now...i whotn feel....
cry
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She sat against the wall,
Her head on her knees,
She thought of the fact,
That she'd never believe,
There was a man,
Who had loved her dearly.
Years had past,
With good times and bad,
But she didn't believe
her heart was for him.
She had told him to leave,
Told him to dissapear,
Told him that she wouldn't shed a tear.
She knew he could have done better,
Knew it was best,
If they seperated,
Put there relationship to rest.
But one day, When all she thought was good,
There was another woman,
And he loved her.
I feel betrayed,
I'm torn to bit,
ANd to think that the woman
Is my best friend.
So Now I sit,
One the other side of the wall,
With a gun to my head,
to forget it all,
To leave tears behind,
To feel less pain,
To sit in hell,
Full of Shame.
I say goodbye,
And hope you farewell,
I hope your time with her,
Is Just as well...