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I feel hated by ever1 at school. I don't know why i mean did i do anything wrong? No i don't think so. Accept for the fact that i had wrote a whole bunch of nasty things about people that i dont like in school. But it doesn't count if its in my diary? does it? Well yea. My dad said he has to work tomarrow so he wont be able to pick me up. God, why do i feel hated? I wish i had an answer.....please. I mean i dont care about anything anymore really. I just want to be the best u know. Is that too hard to ask. I mean like every girl ever since they were little wanted to be the prettiest girl or the smartest or whatever. I guess when they are older they realize that it won't just come to them easily. They've realized that they had to earn that. Earn everything they have and i think that is how girls give up. They realize that it is too hard for them. And that they can't take the pressure. Trust me i know this. Well i guess i'd just.........be myself on the last day of school.